Here I am... | bubblynng08's Blog

Today my sister is getting married. I was supposed to be her maid of honor it was supposed to be a big family is a big family event...just without me in I am in a wheelchair, deaf, and full of cancer...wondering how the wedding is going...if any of my family members miss me...or if they even notice that I'm not there with my country a wedding is celebrated for 3 days and everyone knows about it even complete strangers celebrate and congratulate with you.

Strangers are at my sister's wedding...but not me...they're celebrating...and here I am in misery...don't get me wrong I'm happy for my sister I really am...I just wish I could've been there with happy bliss all glowing and seeing her all in white...but here I am seeing red deep almost black red in my hands dripping from my nose and coming from my mouth...I should be dancing the night away...yet here I am with no feeling in my legs...and no sound coming into my ears...

My sister got married today right now she is celebrating and it's the happiest day of her life...and here I am not part of sister has a bright new future ahead of her as of today nothing but happy thoughts in her mind...yes I glad for my sister...yet here I am with death looming ever closer to me with every drip of blood that I see coming out of me...

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Posted on 07:50PM on Apr 17th, 2013
you are the most amazing girl I have ever known and I wish I could make everything better. I wish I could give you the stars in the night sky so that they would shine for you always
Posted on 07:55PM on Apr 17th, 2013
Aw you're so sweet thank you!
Posted on 09:34AM on Jun 7th, 2013
Thank you
Posted on 09:36AM on Jun 7th, 2013
Thank you
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